(Lirik) TVXQ - Before You Go

Korean

그대만 바라보는 것이 부담스럽다고 느낀다면 난 이제 그만 떠날게.
내 감정을 다스리지 못해 그댈 괴롭게 했던 거라면 이제 난 물러날게.

난 그대가 훅-하고 내 곁에서 날아가 버릴까
단 하루도 휴-하고 쉴 수조차 없었단 말야.
내 이런 바보 같은 집착이 널 아프게 할 줄 난 미처 몰랐다.

이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다.
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.

사소한 어떤 변명도 이제 하지 않을게 그런 표정 짓지 마 (슬퍼..)
나는 단지 입을 닫고 너의 행복만을 바래주고 싶었어. 그런 게 아닌데…no..

찬바람에 후-하고 차가운 네 손 덥혀주던 날
내 가슴에 푹-하고 안겨 나눈 1년만의 첫 키스
난 나를 주고 말았다. 언제라도 그렇다.

이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다.
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.

행복한 추억들을 내게 줘서 고맙다. 넌 잊고 살아. 넌 모두 잊어버리고
걱정스런 눈빛으로 보지 마 난 괜찮아.
언젠가 이 심장의 상처들은 아물겠지 언젠가 나도 좋은 사람 만나게 되겠지.
잊어! 그래, 모두 떨쳐버리고 어서가라.
내 이런 마음 다시 돌려 너를 잡아두기 전에…

습관처럼 나도 모르게 네게 전화 할지도 몰라. hello? hello? hello? hello?
네가 너무 보고 싶어서 네 집 앞에 있어도 냉정하게..

이것만은 알고가 너만 사랑했었던 단 한 남자였다고
너무 미련해서 너조차 지키지도 못했던 바보등신이었다.
너 끝까지 내 곁에 남으면 더 힘들고 쓰러질지도 몰라
아주 잘한 거야 너를 자유롭게 해줄 사람이 네 곁에 올 거야, 네 곁에 올 거야.

Romanji

Romaji

geudaeman baraboneun geoshi budamseureopdago neukkindamyeon nan
ije geuman tteonalge
nae kamjeongeul daseuriji mothae geudael gwerobge haetdeon georamyeon
ije nan mulleonalke

nan geudaega huk hago nae gyeoteseo naraga beorilkka
dan harudo hyu hago swil sujocha eopseotdan malya
nae ireon pabo gateun jibchagi
neorapeuge hal jul nan mijyeo mollatda

igeonmaneun algoga neoman saranghaesseotdeon
dan han namjayeotdago
neomu miryeonhaeseo neojocha
jigijido mothaetdeon
pabo deungshini yeotda
neo kkeutkkaji nae gyeote nameumyeon
deo himdeulgo sseureojil jido molla
aju jarhan geoya neoreul jayurobge haejul sarami
ne gyeote ol keoya
ne gyeote ol keoya

sasohan eotteon byeon myeongdo ije haji anheulke
geureon pyojeong jitji ma (seulpeo)
naneun danji ibeul dadko neoye haengbong maneul baraejugo shipeosseo
geureon ge aninde no no no no no
chanbarame hu hago chagaun ne son nokhyeojudeon nal
nae gaseume puk hago ankyeo nanun ilnyeon manye cheot kiseu
nan nareul jugo maratda eonjerado geureohke

igeonmaneun algoga
neoman saranghaesseotdeon
dan han namjayeotdago
neomu miryeonhaeseo neojocha jigijido mothaetdeon
pabo deungshiniyeotda
neo kkeutkkaji nae gyeote nameumyeon
deo himdeulgo sseureo jiljido molla
aju jarhan geoya neoreul jayurobge haejul sarami
ne gyeote ol keoya
ne gyeote ol keoya

haengbokhan chueokdeureul naege jwoseo komapda
neon itko sara
neon modu ijeobeorigo
keokjeongseureon nunbiteuro boji ma
nan gwaehnchanha

eonjenga i shimjangye sangcheodeureun amul getji
eonjenga nado choheun saram mannage dweketji
ijeo geurae modu tteolchyeobeorigo eoseo kara
nae ireon maeum tashi dollyeo neoreul jabadugi jeone

seub gwahncheoreom nado moreuge
nege jeonhwa haljido molla
hello hello hello hello
niga neomu bogo shipeoseo
ne jib ape isseodo naengjeong hage

igeonmaneun algoga neoman saranghaesseotdeon
dan han namjayeot dago
neomu miryeonhaeseo neojocha
jigijido mothaetdeon
pabo deungshini yeotda
neo kkeutkkaji nae gyeote nameumyeon
deo himdeulgo sseureo jiljido molla
aju jarhan geoya neoreul jayurobge haejul sarami
ne gyeote ol keoya
ne gyeote ol keoya

English

f you feel it’s a burden that all my senses are focused only on you,
I will leave now
If I made you suffer ’cause I couldn’t control my feelings,
I will go now
I was afraid that like a “hooc”, you might fly away from my side.
Not a day could I rest saying “hugh…”
I didn’t know then that I was hurting you with my foolish obsession

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end,
You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice…
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you

I won’t make any more of small excuses
So make that kind of look on your face no more…
(So sad…)
With my mouth shut, I only wanted to wish your happiness
I wasn’t that, no no no…
In the cold wind, with “hoo”, I warmed up your cold hands.
“Pooc” (deep) in my arms, after a year, we had our first kiss
I gave myself to you, I always do

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end,
You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice…
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you

Thank you for giving me happy memories
You go on and don’t remember, forget everything
Don’t look at me with worried eyes, I’m OK

Someday all my heart’s wounds will be cured
Someday I will meet a nice person…
Forget! Yeah, forget everything and hurry up and go!
Before I change my mind and hold onto you

Out of habit, I might call you without knowing
Hello? Hello? Hello? Hello?
Missing you crazy, if I’m at your door,
be cold…

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn’t even protect you
If you stay beside me ’till the end,
You’ll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice…
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you

(Lirik) Fiction - BEAST

Korean

[두준] 아직 난 널 잊지 못하고
모든 걸 다 믿지 못하고
이렇게 널 보내지 못하고 오늘도

[준형] 다시 만들어볼게 우리 이야기 끝나지 않게 아주 기나긴
살갗을 파고 스며드는 상실감은 잠시 묻어둘게
새로 써 내려가 시작은 행복하게 웃고 있는 너와 나 네가 날
떠나지 못하게 배경은 출구가 없는 좁은 방 안

[기광] 아무렇지 않게 네게 키스하고
달콤한 너의 곁을 떠나가질 못해
우린 끝이라는 건 없어

[현승] 이렇게 난 또 (Fiction in Fiction)
잊지 못하고 (Fiction in Fiction)
내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어

[요섭] 널 붙잡을게 (Fiction in Fiction)
놓지 않을게 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in Fiction

[기광] 지금 여긴 행복한 이야기들밖에 없어
너무 행복한 우리 둘만의 이야기가 이렇게 (현실과는 다르게) 써 있어
점점 채워지고 있어

[현승] 너는 나에게로 달려와서 안기고
품 안에 안긴 너를 나는 절대 놓지 못해
우린 끝이라는 건 없어

[동운] 이렇게 난 또 (Fiction in Fiction)
끊지 못하고 (Fiction in Fiction)
내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어

[요섭] 널 붙잡을게 (Fiction in Fiction)
놓지 않을게 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in Fiction

[요섭] 다시 한 번 더 말하지만
지금 너는 내 옆에 있다고
그렇게 믿고 있어 난

([동운] 하지만 Fiction)
[준형] 난 목적을 잃어버린 작가
이 소설의 끝은 어떻게 마무리 ([동운] 나만의 Fiction) 지어야 해
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 이 세 글자만 ([동운] 모두 다 Fiction) 써 내려가
무뎌진 펜 눈물로 얼룩진 낡은 종이 위로 ([동운] 모두 다 Fiction)
행복할 수도 슬플 수도 없어 이 이야기는

[두준] 지금 난 너무나도 행복한 생각에 이야기를 쓰지만
모든 게 바람일 뿐이라고 여전히

[기광] 난 행복한 걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[현승] 우리 함께인 걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[동운] 이제 시작인 걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[요섭] 끝은 없는 걸 (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

Romanization

[DJ] ajik nan neol itji mothago
modeun geol da mitji mothago
ireohke neol bonaeji mothago oneuldo

[JH] dashi mandeuleo bolke uri iyagi kkeut naji anhge aju ginagin
salgacheul pago seumyeodeuneun sangshilgameun jamshi mudeodulke
saero sseo naeryeoga shijakeun haengbokhage utgo ittneun neowa na naega nal
ddeonaji mothage baekyeongeun chulguga eobtneun jobeun bang an

[KK] amureohji anhge nege kiseu hago
dalkomhan neoui gyeoteul ddeonagajil mothae
urin kkeut iraneun geon eobseo

[HS] ireohke nan ddo (Fiction in Fiction)
itji mothago (Fiction in Fiction)
nae gaseum sok-e kkeut naji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo

[YS] neol butjabeulge (Fiction in Fiction)
nohji anheulge (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
kkeut naji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in Fiction

[KK] jigeum yeogin haengbokhan iyagildeul bakke eobseo
neomu haengbokhan uri dulman-ui iyagi ga ireohke (hyeonsilgwaneun dareuge) sseo isseo
jeomjeom chaeweojigo isseo

[HS] neoneun naegero dallyeowaseo anhgigo
pum anh-e angin neoreul naneun jeoldae nohji mothae
urin kkeut-iraneun geon eobseo

[DW] ireohke nan ddo (Fiction in Fiction)
kkeunhji mothago (Fiction in Fiction)
nae gaseum sog-e kkeut naji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo

[YS] neol butjabeulge (Fiction in Fiction)
nohji anheulge (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
kkeut naji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in Fiction

[YS] dashi hanbeon deo malhajiman
jigeum neoneun nae yeop-e ittdago
geureohke mitgo isseo nan

([DW] hajiman Fiction)
[JH] nan mokjeokeul irheobeorin jakga
i soseolui kkeuteun eotteohke mamuri ([DW] namanui Fiction) jieoya hae
saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae i se geuljaman ([DW] modu da Fiction) sseo naeryeoga
modyeojin pen nunmullo eollukjin nalkeun joh-i wiro ([DW] modu da Fiction)
haengbokhal sudo seulpeul sudo eobseo i iyagi neun

[DJ] jigeum nan neomunado haengbokhan saenggak-e iyagireul sseujiman
modeun ge baramil bbunirago yeojeonhi

[KK] nan haengobkhan geol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[HS] uri hamkke-in geol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[DW] ije shijak-in geol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[YS] kkeuteun eobtneun geol (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

English Translation

[DJ] I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this

[JH] I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury the fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit

[KK] I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us

[HS] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m still in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended, in Fiction

[KK] Right now, there are only happy stories here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

[HS] I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace
There is no such thing as an end for us

[DW] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t end it (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m still in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended, in Fiction

[YS] I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing like that

([DW] But Fiction)
[JH] I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it ([DW] My own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words ([DW] Everything is Fiction)
Setting the warn out pen on the old paper stained in tears ([DW] Everything is Fiction)
This story can’t be happy or sad

[DJ] Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still

[DW] I’m happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[HS] We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[DW] Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[YS] There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

aku dan kisahku

tak tahu ingin menulis apa.. yg pasti hanya ingin mengungkapkan yang ku rasa.. apapun ,, tak terstruktur ,, apa saja ga nyambung ,, asal aku menuliskan semuanya ..

aku dan semua kisahku..
dan kali ini aku benar-benar merasa lelah.. lelah dengan diriku dna perlakuan mereka padaku..
mereka menganggap s=mereka sebaik malaikat dan aku sejahat iblis..
*walau ku tahu hanya Tuhan yg bisa menjudge manusia itu salah atau benar*
kadang ingin berteriak didepan muka mereka dan mengatakan jangan tuduh aku seenak kalian.. kadang ingin mengatakan dan berteriak pada mereka kalian salah menilaiku dan menilai hanya dari sisi kalian..
kalau kalian menganggap aku jahat ,, yaa ! aku sangat jahat ! sehingga kalian tidak bisa mengerti keadaan dan hidupku !!
kalian tak mengerti apa yang ku jalani..
aku ingin selalu bisa mengerti kalian..
sangat ingin..
tp kalian mungkin tidak bisa mengerti aku yang hanya manusia biasa yang tak tahu akan arti hidup ini sebenarnya..
kau hanya ingin hidup engan wajar ,, tapi dengan sesuatu yang berharga..
aku tidak seperti yang kalian anggap !!
salah paham !! iyaa ini semua paham yang salah ..

aku inginseperti ini ,, aku ingin seperti itu ..
*manusia tak pernah puas*
aku takut salah.. tp aku salah..
aku ingin dipahami ,, tp tak ada yang mengerti . .
aaarrggghhh~!!
kalian tahu ,, aku sangat sakit..
sangat tersiksa atas keadaan ini ..
tp harus bagaimana . .
inilah jalannya ..


Tuhan selalu bersamaku..
aku sangat percaya itu . .

:. Cinta ituuu ...:

ketika cinta itu pergi
ku hanya dapat terdiam dan meratapi
ketika cinta itu pergi
ku hanya bisa terduduk sepi
ketika cinta itu pergi
ku hanya bisa mengeluarkan air mata lirih

namun, ketika ku membiarkan cinta itu pergi
hanya berharap kalau cinta itu datang kembali
lama, lama menunggu namun itu hanya bisa jadi harapan

dalam penantian itu
dalam kesendirian itu
datang sesosok cinta baru yang membuka mataku
membuatku tertegun akan semua yang ia beri

cinta itu datang
cinta itu membantu ku berdiri dari keterpurukanku
cinta itu membantu ku menghapus air mata ku untuk menangisi cinta yang lain
cinta itu membantu ku menyambung kembali tali cinta yang putus
cinta itu membantu ku memulihkan hati yang patah
cinta itu membantu ku menjahit hati yang robek
dan cinta itu tersenyum padaku walau bukan dia yang kuharapkan

ketika ku menyadari bahwa cinta itu tulus
aku berpikir kalau cinta itu ..
cinta itu tetap tersenyum walau ku menangisi kepergian cinta yang lain
cinta itu tetap tersenyum walau ku menginginkan cinta yang lain
cinta itu tetap tersenyum ketika yang ku harapkan bukan dia
cinta itu tetap ada ketika ku tak meanggap dia ada
cinta itu ..
cinta itu yang sekarang tumbuh dihatiku
membantuku untuk melihat dunia dan melihat cinta baru itu
cinta itu ..
ketulusan yang tak mengharap penghargaan



23 Okt 2010
terinspirasi dari cerita seorang sahabat .. :)

:.Harapan , Bintang dan Keadaan .:

Ketika dia duduk dibalik jendela ,
memandang lukisan langit gelat dimalam hari ,
dia merasa ada sesuatu yang berbeda.
ketika ala menyambut, ketika itu pula hadir bulan dan bintang.
namun, satu hiasan tak ada, bintang sedang bersembunyi entah dibalik apa.
ketika dia ingin sekali bicara pada bintang ,
ketika dia mengharapkan kehadiran bintang ,
bintang itu hilang dan tak menghampirinya.
Dia bersedih , karena tak bisa melihat indahnya cahaya yang terpancar dari bintang , walau tak sebesar cahaya bulan.

Dia berpikir dan ingat,
ketika dulu saat dia tak seakrab dengan bintang ,
dia selalu melihat kehadiran bintang untuk menghiasi langit hitam nan gelap.
namun , ketika dia sendiri dan sangat mengharapkan cahaya bintang,
bintang malah [ergi dan bersembunyi.
apa yang terjadi (?)
apakah ini memang keadaannya (?)
atau ini nanti akan berganti (?)
tak ada yang dapat menerka ,, dan tak ada yang dapat menjawabnya..

ketika puisi tertuang kedalam kertas ,
ketika coretan tertulis diatas kertas ,
tak ada yang mengerti kenapa dia selalu berharap ,
dan mengharapkan keadaan akan berubah dan bahkan merubahnya.
tak ingin lagi kehilangan sesuatu ketika mulai menginginkannya ..
tak ingin menyia-nyiakan sesuatu ketika datang walau tak sesuai dg keadaanya ..


17 Sep '10

:. makna lirik itu .:

Aku tersesat
Menuju hatimu
Beri aku jalan yang indah
Ijinkan ku lepas penatku
‘tuk sejenak lelap di bahumu

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Tentang cinta yang datang perlahan
Membuatku takut kehilangan
Ku titipkan cahaya terang
Tak padam di dera goda dan masa

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Dapatkah selamanya kita bersama
Menyatukan perasaan kau dan aku
Semoga cinta kita kekal abadi
Sesampainya akhir nanti selamanya

Astrid - tentang rasa

entah kenapa setiap mendengar lagu itu rasanya ingin meneteskan air mata ..
dan entah kenapa lagu itu seperti mengiris hati ini ..
padahal tak ada yg terjadi dan tak ada hal yg berhubungan dengan lirik itu ..
tapi ku akui liriknya penuh makana dan membuat orang-orang terbawa dala makna dalam dari lirik itu ..
hanya menyukainya dan akan selalu mendengarkannya ..
sampai aku mengerti kenapa lagu ini membawa ku dalam kesedihan ..

:. cerita ditanggaL 31 Agt 2010 .:

aduh'ae ..
hari ini mo cerita-cerita yg ga mutu ajj dech ..
huuft ..
hari ini tgl 31 Agustus saia tetapkan sebagai hari yg mengesalkan buat saia,, walau tanpa alasan (dasar aneh..)
hahaa ..
ga tau kenapa hari ini banyak bgt yg buat hati ni ga enak n gelisah ..
meLihat hal yg ga pengen dilihat lagi . . (serasa teriris ni hati)
hari ni puasa ,, banyak yg diurus kesalah satu kantor departemen dibjm..
bolak balik pasar .. panas pula ..
heedeewh ..
pinginnya siih ga mau ngeluh ,, tp sesek bgt ni dada kLo ga dikeluarin ..
yaa makanya dituangin diblog ajj . .
(rasanya aneh deh dg tulisan ini,, krn ga secarakronologis ceritanya.. biar dech suka-suka ako)
hahaa ..

heedeeewh ..
kayanya hari ini human error bgt yaa saia . .

sebenarnya inti dari kekesalah haia hari ini siih cm 1,, melihat yg tak ingin dilihat..
terkejut dengan keadaan yg telah dihadapi ..
sebenarnya sih mencoba menguatkan diri ,, tp suLit ..
tp saia bersyukur krn hari ini tdk meneeskan air mata (krn mgkn cairan kurang untuk mengeluarkan air mata)
pengen buang pikiran buruk itu jauh-jauh ,, tp tetap ga bisa ..
krn selalu menghantui pikiran ..
seandainya dapat ada yg mengerti ......
tp aku memang bukan orang yg mengumbar cerita pribadi sana-sini ..
biarlah disimpan sendiri dan akan ku selesaikan sendiri dg caraku ..


naE, 31 Agt 2010 21.30 wita